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Aug 16, 2014 16:28:13 GMT 1
Post by Jeff H on Aug 16, 2014 16:28:13 GMT 1
Thanks all! Lots of good stuff here!
Tamara, I don’t feel self-pity over this situation (that I’m aware of), and I do consider it to be an excellent lesson – I just haven’t fully digested it yet. I’ve been in classes of Ven. Robina’s where I thought she was quite harsh to certain people, but she’s never been demanding of me because, I think, I’ve never made a firm commitment. I’m delighted that she shared such strong feelings this time. The nature of my “pure intentions” is to understand and assimilate the messages of dharma. They say the path is gentle, but sometimes a stubborn mind needs a jolt.
Quite so, spinynorman, faith in my daily practice is it. One foot in front of the other makes a path. The important thing is being mindful of where each foot falls while also orienting myself with motivation and aspiration, and checking for accurate understanding.
Bristollad, the comparative texts you shared may be over my head. It sounds to me like confusion over the mere I and inherent I, which Matt’s stack-of-dice versus string-of-pearls quote clarifies. At my level of understanding, which is admittedly low, if I had the stack-of-dice in mind I’d interpret both passages the same. While in NKT I often came out here to read Rudy’s other website specifically to see if I could spot discrepancies. When I took the Jamyang FBT course, it was essentially the same material I’d studied at NKT, and again, I didn’t spot any contradictions. Maybe my “spotting” isn’t so keen.
That’s a good quote, Matt, and a nice summation – and I love the song! Do you have a tune for it, or just a generic blues riff?
In the end, my ruminations and this thread make an excellent outcome for this incident. Thanks all.
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Aug 16, 2014 20:21:47 GMT 1
Post by matt on Aug 16, 2014 20:21:47 GMT 1
Jeff: "and I love the song! Do you have a tune for it, or just a generic blues riff?"
Oh good, I was afraid I might offend you. Yeah, just generic blues, I don't know enough about music to say more than that, though I have been singing it in my head. This morning I worked out a little Call and Recall in the refrain:
Lead:---------------------------- All:
You can't rub it off -------------- No-oh! You can't scrub it off--------------- No-oh! -------------- ---------------- That old Shugden Taint -------------------------------- That old Shugden Taint
Anyway, it makes me laugh.
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Aug 16, 2014 21:37:55 GMT 1
Post by Jeff H on Aug 16, 2014 21:37:55 GMT 1
GKG quote.pdf (182.37 KB) Bristollad, you really got me interested in that Shantideva passage, so I looked into it a bit. I’ve copied in the text of the Padmakara publication from the Kindle edition and I transcribed the text of the Tharpa version from the audio book (because I don’t have the print edition). I also checked GKG’s commentary called, Meaningful to Behold, which I’ve included as a pdf attachment. I am not an a apologist for NKT and I am in no way involved with them any longer, but I do stand behind my assertion that GKG’s books gave me a solid foundation. If I’ve been misled I’d truly likely to see where NKT is doctrinally unsound (aside from that “Shugden taint”!). I often miss the subtleties that Tsongkhapa points out in others’ arguments, so that may be the case here. Please let me know if I’ve missed the import of the differences in these translations. I think Shantideva's passage is a consequential (i.e. Prasangika) conversation intended to bring out the contradiction of confusing “mere I” and “inherent I”. Verse 96 expresses the exchange of self and others. Verse 97ab is the opponent’s counter argument with reference to the inherent, isolated I of this life: I don’t feel another’s pain so why is it my business? Verse 97cd is Shantideva’s response, making ironic reference to the fact that, due to impermanence, my present self is not my later self and yet I’m still concerned with that later person’s suffering. The two verses 98 do seem to say opposite things, but the referent is different. Padmakara is talking about the inherent I. If the opponent thinks “I, Jeff, will have to bear it” in a future life, he’s wrong because when Jeff dies he’s gone forever. Tharpa is talking about the mere I. The non-inherently existing continuum I’m merely labelling Jeff right now, will experience the fruits of Jeff’s actions as a different, misconceived inherent I in another life. I think this meaning is apparent in GKG’s commentary on v.95-101, which I’ve included in a pdf document.
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Aug 16, 2014 21:52:39 GMT 1
Post by Jeff H on Aug 16, 2014 21:52:39 GMT 1
Matt it makes me laugh too!
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Aug 17, 2014 10:57:12 GMT 1
Post by bristollad on Aug 17, 2014 10:57:12 GMT 1
View AttachmentVerse 98 is the point here. They are both meant to be accurate translations of the same text. It's not Padmakara is making this point and Tharpa is making this point: it's what point was Shantideva making. Kelsang Gyatso's commentary reflects the Padmakara translation. The Padmakara translation says that the idea is false, Kelsang Gyatso's commentary agrees the idea is false, but the Tharpa translation says idea is not false. This would not be so important if the NKT didn't teach that you only have to rely on Kelsang Gyatso's published books, not check against other translations and commentaries by other teachers.
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Aug 17, 2014 12:58:38 GMT 1
Post by spinynorman on Aug 17, 2014 12:58:38 GMT 1
I don’t feel another’s pain so why is it my business? Verse 97cd is Shantideva’s response, making ironic reference to the fact that, due to impermanence, my present self is not my later self and yet I’m still concerned with that later person’s suffering. Does the concern arise because we assume it is the same self, ie we think the later self is basically the same as the present self, or that there is some essential "me" that continues through?
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Aug 17, 2014 15:28:59 GMT 1
Post by Jeff H on Aug 17, 2014 15:28:59 GMT 1
Hi Bristollad. I had several reasons for leaving NKT, mostly positive with respect to preferring FPMT. But one negative reason was just what you say about too much focus on GKG's texts to the exclusion of, not only originals, but a variety of commentaries.
I can't speak to whether it is a legitimate option to translate verse 98 in the affirmative or it's a mistake. I do think it must be a tricky passage for two reasons. First it is a consequentialist argument, using the Prasangika technique of purposely getting the opponent twisted up in his own contradictory statements. Second it plays the two senses of self against each other. But whether the NKT translation is justifiable or not, I read the verses as two ways to approach one point, not as two different points.
My real point here, though, is that I think condemnations of NKT too often lack equanimity. I don't understand the Shugden controversy, but I know the Tibetans do and they take it very seriously. Therefore I accept the schism on that basis. And I reject NKT on other grounds as well.
However, I don't accept that the discrepancy of this passage indicates bad teaching, even if it is a translation error. I studied Meaningful to Behold before studying the Bodhicharyavatara in different translations and with other commentaries, and I have studied the concepts of this passage in other contexts. I maintain that GKG and NKT did not mislead me in this particular instance.
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Aug 17, 2014 15:38:24 GMT 1
Post by Jeff H on Aug 17, 2014 15:38:24 GMT 1
Hi spinynorman. Khensur Jampa Tegchok makes a good analogy in Insight Into Emptiness. He says that in common parlance we can correctly say “I am Jeff” or “I am my aggregates”. But that is loose usage which we employ to be understood in conventional society. Strictly speaking it is wrong. I should say “My name is Jeff” and “’I’ refers to my aggregates”. The designated wholes (Jeff and I) are mere labels, which are not identical with the parts constituting the basis of designation.
The continuum of mental moments that make “me” a better piano player in the afternoon because “I” practiced in the morning cannot be reified in any way. We can’t say that “I” am any point along that continuum and we can’t say that the continuum itself is “me”.
Identifying myself with any aspect of the continuum is like picking one pearl on the string. Identifying myself with the continuum is like saying the string alone is the string of pearls. Instead there is a single die in the morning that goes to the store, which leads to getting a haircut, which leads to posting on a forum, which leads to cooking lunch and eating. Just a pile of distinct but dependent dice. No independent identity.
I think the concern addressed in this passage is that the opponent thinks he and all other beings are independent, which is logically impossible – nothing can exist independently from other things. He sees that if he doesn’t buy groceries now he won’t eat later. That relationship is irrefutable and not subject to logical analysis. But he takes the additional, irrational step of saying, “Therefore I am me and you are you – so get your own food.” Shantideva says, under rational analysis that conclusion is wrong because selves and others are both interdependent.
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Aug 18, 2014 16:41:28 GMT 1
Post by matt on Aug 18, 2014 16:41:28 GMT 1
Jeff, I am very impressed with your knowledge of this text and many others by the sound of it. I think you really have a solid foundation. As far as Dorje Shugden is concerned, I firmly believe that His Holiness the Dalai Lama is enlightened. It took me a long time to come to that conclusion, but there is no doubt in my mind about it now, and so I trust him implicitly. Also, I am no fan of Dorje Shugden or NKT, but both HHDL and Lama Yeshe, Veneragle Robina's main Gurus if I understood her right, had a far, far more profound exposure and connection to DS than you ever have. I think your exposure was very casual, so if that is behind you now as you say, I see no reason why you can't just move forward and feel really good about your foundation in Buddhist study and practice. Any way, Clive (Bristolad) is quite the scholar, too, so this discussion of translations of Shantidiva's text is really fascinating to me. Keep it up guys, great work. Just to be clear, I think GKG is a scoundrel, very very deluded and dishonorable individual, judging by his actions. But that does not mean you wasted your time, Jeff. I think it is clear you really learned a lot in his center that, as you say, is a solid foundation for further study and practice. As a Buddhist, and student of Buddhism, I am more on the practical side, I love the philosophy, and I have attended teachings for many years, but I rely on experience more, my path has been unusual to say the least. It sounds to me like your knowledge of texts is well beyond mine, and I know Clive's is too. So both you guys are doing really well with that. I hope we hear more from you both.
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Aug 25, 2014 23:32:30 GMT 1
Post by noessentialnature on Aug 25, 2014 23:32:30 GMT 1
It's worth making the general observation that in Buddhism "faith" has the meaning of confidence, and doesn't involve blind belief. Enlightenment as a goal is beyond our (unenlightened) understanding, yet to be a Buddhist must be accepted. That goes beyond confidence, into the realm of a required acceptance of the unknowable. Faith is a better word for that than confidence, surely?
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Aug 26, 2014 0:44:53 GMT 1
Post by noessentialnature on Aug 26, 2014 0:44:53 GMT 1
From the HsinHsinMing, 'Verses on the Faith Mind': "For the unified mind in accord with the way all self-centered striving ceases. Doubts and irresolutions vanish and life in true faith is possible. With a single stroke we are freed from bondage: Nothing clings to us and we hold to nothing. "All is empty, clear, self-illuminating, with no exertion of the mind’s power." In the Chinese woodcuts known as the Ten Bulls, there is also a vision of the bull or unified mind, being gathered, disciplined, but this exertion not being an end in itself - that too transcended. Actually, Will, I’m just floundering here, trying to identify what my issue is – so thanks for probing, it’s what I need. I don’t mean to equate the Christian and Buddhist messages. I just think some texts in both traditions require a prior acceptance of the result before they are useful as a means of arriving at that same result. I like the way Buddhism starts exactly where each of us is and guides us gradually to the result by a process of personal, internal discoveries. I think my issue is that even such a step-by-step method eventually brings us to leaps of faith and I haven’t quite figured out what the leap is or how to distinguish it from blind faith. Perhaps you are right about a Shugden influence. I like Tamara’s comment about negative energy and spirits. Robina attributes it to past karma ripening in this circumstance. I see it as some kind of pointer showing me a deficiency of understanding. That’s why I brought it here. What really is faith? What does it do? There is a specific doctrinal dialogue to Christianity, a sect-defining one, and in the West we have a strong tendency to take an essentially Christian definition of faith unexamined. The end of questions. If that means the end of listening, of curiosity, if that means closing off, it would be bad. But it may also mean that true practice has begun. I see lots of Buddhist ideas as, not merely metaphors, but exercises, thought-experiments. I consider rebirth to be one such. What do different positions on the topic actually do to the person who takes them? Awakened beings told of these things, gave these teachings, if we can understand their mind they will help us - that is faith in awakening. Do not take them to be right, but to be awake. Do not pretend to the form of taking them up, but really seek to understand with these views as your own. Buddha taught that the teaching of breath counting for a washerwoman, and contemplation of the uncleaness of the body for a blacksmith in one case made them icchantikas - Context, audience, era, all important. But these are not philosophical constructions for the sake of a towering intellectual edifice to command from, they are medicine for views that do damage, made just as complex as they need to be. Our context, our ailments, are no doubt different in subtle as well as more obvious ways from the Buddhas time. But the lesson of fighting over who will gain higher or lower rebirth, turned around and understood as a wheel of suffering, and used to point to another kind of motivation, is a subject for deep personal meditation, that is the realm for its evaluation, of the relevant experimental evidence. Manjushri's sword is identified as transcendent wisdom. I think that is also faith-in-mind, trusting oneself based on being ready to be trusted. Decisive, yet not attached to that. You know what awakening is. You have always known, because it is your original nature. What will it mean to be ready to accept that?
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Aug 26, 2014 14:50:55 GMT 1
Post by Jeff H on Aug 26, 2014 14:50:55 GMT 1
Noessentialnature, I think we're on the same page. Aspiring to that which is a goal beyond our understanding is a very good way to understand faith. And it implies that aspects of our faith are provisional while we gain confidence, through study and practice, which firmly seats received wisdom in our minds and hearts.
The term "faith" has taken on what I consider to be negative connotations in the west. So I agree with Spiny that it's good to be reminded this is not "jump in the deep end and expect to be saved" faith, it is "roll up your sleeves, get to work, and cultivate rational confidence" faith.
But the problem of faith for me, in this case, is really more about authority; discerning that which is the truth of lineage masters from the distortions of small minded religious drones. All religions have this problem precisely because whatever “is written” has been written by people. In Buddhism we follow a path of reason, but along that path we encounter abysses we can't fully understand and, in order to keep progressing, we have to leap over them with the confidence of whatever faith we've mustered so far. Because I don't understand, I am unable to say whether in those moments I am accepting a master's benevolent guidance or a minion's petty obsession. Faith breaks down in the absence of confidence.
Case in point: I don’t see how prior association with NKT taints my ability to help students explore Buddhist foundational principles. But Ven. Robina does, and I have confidence in her. Therefore I can have the faith to bracket the matter for now and return to it when I have matured more. At that time I will be better able to agree or disagree – with understanding.
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Aug 27, 2014 4:02:45 GMT 1
Post by dude on Aug 27, 2014 4:02:45 GMT 1
There is no authority but the sutras. Everything else is opinion.
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Aug 27, 2014 13:53:08 GMT 1
Post by tamara on Aug 27, 2014 13:53:08 GMT 1
Jeff H wrote: ``But the problem of faith for me, in this case, is really more about authority; discerning that which is the truth of lineage masters from the distortions of small minded religious drones. All religions have this problem precisely because whatever “is written” has been written by people. In Buddhism we follow a path of reason, but along that path we encounter abysses we can't fully understand and, in order to keep progressing, we have to leap over them with the confidence of whatever faith we've mustered so far. Because I don't understand, I am unable to say whether in those moments I am accepting a master's benevolent guidance or a minion's petty obsession. Faith breaks down in the absence of confidence.
Case in point: I don’t see how prior association with NKT taints my ability to help students explore Buddhist foundational principles. But Ven. Robina does, and I have confidence in her. Therefore I can have the faith to bracket the matter for now and return to it when I have matured more. At that time I will be better able to agree or disagree – with understanding.````
Hmmm, I am a nobody and I get it probably quite wrong. But still, when I read lines like the ones above, thoughts come to my mind like:
What do we want when we study Buddhism ? We want to understand what Buddha taught and at some point apply it in our lives. It takes eons, some say. It is possible in one lifetime, others insist.
What is the core, at what point are we enlightened and does a path, a tradition and teachers help, once we are stuck there ?
Don`t know....., what worked for me, was to read and learn the stuff from the view-point of another tradition, from other angles.
Does not mean that there is something wrong with the way looking at it we followed so far. After all Buddha taught 84000 ways to have a take on it.
Does Ven. Robina see that and is this the reason why she blocks you ? I do not know, what I know from an encounter with her is, that she sees and recognizes when somebody understood something and is on the right track. Rudy, always feel free to delete my non-sense.
Tamara
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Aug 27, 2014 14:38:16 GMT 1
Post by Jeff H on Aug 27, 2014 14:38:16 GMT 1
There is no authority but the sutras. Everything else is opinion. I can see how that’s true in a certain sense, Dude. I have only read a very few of the shortest, most common sutras. I wouldn’t know where to look for an authoritative sutra to resolve my questions about authority. It’s my understanding that Buddha admonishes us to become our own authority by subjecting his teachings to rigorous study and practical application in our lives. That is the path from “correct belief” to “certain knowledge”. More importantly, the Prasangikas teach that some sutras are definitive and others are provisional, the distinction being whether specific teachings require interpretation or not. This is because the sutras contain all that is necessary for a single being to progress from ignorance to wisdom, and a being can only accept and/or absorb certain teachings at certain stages. Therefore, without understanding definitive and provisional teachings, we would encounter apparent contradictions among the sutras. However, different schools consider different sutras definitive and provisional. HHDL says that the sutras themselves do not provide definitive guidance regarding which are which. And aside from the definitive/provisional debates, I believe there are disputes between legitimate schools of Buddhism contesting the authenticity of certain sutras. For those reasons I think any Buddhist practitioner must rely on the authority of trusted teachers to be able to ascertain the truths which, ultimately, can be traced back to the sutras. But none of those “authorities” are the ones I’m questioning. As with any religion’s authoritative texts and rules, the sutras, the sastras, the commentaries on and transmissions of sastras, the translations, and vast numbers of day-to-day regulations were all written down by fallible people. Some of those people, perhaps the overwhelming majority, were absolutely irreproachable. Other weren’t. My dilemma with religion, faith, and authority is about how to discern what is trustworthy.
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Aug 27, 2014 15:05:14 GMT 1
Post by Jeff H on Aug 27, 2014 15:05:14 GMT 1
Hi Tamara. I love your understated and practical approach to things.
I think I need to clarify that I'm not having a problem at all. I hope my last post to Dude clarifies why I co-opted Will's "Faith" post with my own petty incident. I am deeply committed to the path I'm on right now, which includes Prasangika teachings and FPMT. I'm even more grateful to Geshe Tashi and Jamyang than I am to Geshe Kelsang. And most importantly, I don't believe Ven. Robina blocks me in any way whatsoever. Exactly the opposite.
What happened is, I don't now understand why the mere association with NKT disqualifies me for certain activities. That lack of understanding touched much deeper, probably unrelated, misgivings I have about all religions. Nevertheless, I believe I've been searching for a spiritual outlet all my life and I believe religion provides a necessary but very imperfect structure for sincere spiritual practice.
This Prasangika path came to me at age 59 and I embrace it. It was not an "Oh Wow!" moment, it was a very quiet but sure "oh yeah, of course" moment. I gently made some immediate changes in my daily routines to accommodate it and I feel as though I've been growing in it ever since. I feel this is exactly where I belong.
P.S. I just reread the quote of mine you responded to and I need to make completely clear that "small minded religious drones" and "minions' petty obsessions" in no way whatsoever referred to Ven. Robina!! I hope no one took it that way! I was referring to the less-than-spiritual people in every religion who quietly, beneath the surface, do much to shape a religion, similarly to the way a bureaucracy of civil servants shapes the character of a government.
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Aug 28, 2014 0:39:39 GMT 1
Post by dude on Aug 28, 2014 0:39:39 GMT 1
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Aug 29, 2014 16:05:32 GMT 1
Post by Will on Aug 29, 2014 16:05:32 GMT 1
Dude, your dilemma is too general and maybe that is part of the dilemma. Just focus on your path of practice in Buddhism. Make mastering all the doctrinal differences secondary to a daily, simple practice. Look for the essential practices that are common to all varieties of Mahayana. For example the little text by Je Tsongkhapa on the Three Principles of the Path - Non-attachment, Altruistic motive (bodhicitta) and understanding Emptiness.
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Aug 29, 2014 16:09:57 GMT 1
Post by matt on Aug 29, 2014 16:09:57 GMT 1
Good advice, Will, and the Three Principals of the Path is a wonderful text. I once attended a five day teaching and transmission of it by my teacher. It is only half a page long, but really embodies the Buddha's teachings in so many ways.
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Aug 29, 2014 18:33:10 GMT 1
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